Thursday, August 27, 2009

" Release Me "


A song by Agnes ! Amazing woman with an amazing voice!
As I sit here, no one can imagine the thoughts that are running through my mind. i have a confession, i was in love with a boy, and i still am! he was everything to me, my heart, my sky, my angel, my rain, my shelter, everything..my world! i only wish he knew that though! it gets harder to admit every day that passes that me and him are no more!
many would think that this is just what they call "puppy love" ..i assure u, its not. this guy, this boy, this man, he naturally completes me. i miss him dearly, i miss looking at him, staring into his eyes, i miss the warmth i would feel in his arms, i miss the sillyness we did together, i miss the moments we created to be unforgettable memories. i miss him so much. yet we both hold on, hold on to somthing that maybe, just maybe could be hope some day, some day that i can be with him again. but then reality hits so hard, that when i fall to the ground, i get up with so many bruises, so many mistakes that i have made that had ruined my chances to be with him. my heart shatters to pieces, so small that the wind blew the pieces away.
dont forget who we were together, dont forget the promises we made, dont let us down, we are more than u think!
i love you. always have and always will!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

hOmE!

You know something? people think that the duabi airport is so fascinating! when actually...IT ISNT! im so dead bored...all u can do here is walk walk walk walk, n did i mention walk????
n its so confusing! why cant they jus keep a simple airport ith like 50 gates...n thats it! why do they have to have over 300 gates?
its BOLLUCKS!!!!!
i kill myself soon..
n every time i go back home..i always ...n i mean ALWAYS have a transit of minimum 6 hours~
its fuckin bollucks i tell u!! FUCKING BOLLUCKS!!!
well anywho..
at least i have something to look forward to..im gona buy the whole set of make up of mac!
lol
peace out!
p.s...try avoid using emirates so that u dont get stuck in dubai! :S lol

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Another Day!

10 More days till im home! cant wait! EXCITEMENT! :)
cant wait to eat mommys food! heehee...
Today... I WILL GET ALL MY STUDYING DONE! BY HOOK OR BY CROOK!! :)
as celion dion says....i'm alive! :D woohhoo!!
that song is so inspiring! makes me feel like a better person! :)

does anyone sometimes regret things that have done in their past?


A feel of trance is an indescribable feeling! its takes you to a whole other level!
this picture represents that feeling, there is a hidden man in the wall of lyrics!
that is exactly how you feel when you listen to house music; like everything in this world is gonna be ok, and there is nothing to worry about!

<3

So, here I am, sitting beside my window, Leah seems to think that my bed is much more comfortable than hers, and well, I'm supposed to be studying, but at this point in time, nothing is gonna go through me head! I dont kno why?